Lynn Adele Chng

Hellooo dopes of the world

2007-04-10T15:53:00.000+08:00

MOVED! :DDDDDD

http://beyourownbrand.livejournal.com

Thank you!

pieces mended.

2007-04-03T17:56:00.000+08:00


A part of me says I'm livin' a lie
(and I'm better off without you)
A part of me says to think it through
A part of me says I'm over you
A part of me wants to say goodbye
A part of me is asking why

Why.

Im here even when your laughter turns to cryin'

2007-03-29T15:06:00.000+08:00

Write the name of the person you love on a circle instead of a heart.

Because a heart breaks , but a circle goes round forever. :)

I never thought i would ever let your words pierce through me like a knief through my heart. My friend my friend. You don't always get what you desire- The attention you expected and the so called Love you've been looking for since your heart dropped.

What is your definition of Love ?

What is your definition of Trust/Friendship?

Have you look into the mirror lately?

Nobody is perfect.

Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly

An extract from "The Great Mind."

WTF!

2007-03-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

It's sad your gone :(

I LOST MY DRAWING! F!

flash backs.

ohoohhh oh

2007-03-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

Hello World.
Don't turn her upside down.
I might not be able to take it.
-You've got a problem
but don't come asking me for help.
Cause It's well known that
I'm the last person you would listen to.

Yesterday was the day i loved you. a year ago.

2007-03-16T13:38:00.001+08:00

Never look back we say.. how was i to know i miss you so..
do you remember what happened yesterday? a year ago?
You'll go far in the world
if you know how to touch a girl.

Thank you but no thanks

2007-03-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

Well maybe I'm the one to blame.
But I must admit I've tried to change
A better person. A better girl.
I am aware that I've ruined part of your life.
Bitch is what i am now
rather-thats what u call me now
stop reminding me about it
i don't think i needed it
cause it hurts inside
after all, It is you I've trust.
Your my past.
Your right infront of me.
With-My blood related who's holding you tight like i should.
I fail to grant your comfort.
my apologies.
But please. please cut me some slack.
Just stop and think of how i would feel
If you were in my shoes
and i hug him like you should.
but it can never be the same again.
All i ask for now is for you to understand the girl in my mirror.

Fuck off If you intend to put me down.
If your wondering. Its piercing inside.

Guess you'll be glad to know

2007-03-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
(No, it just ain't true)

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
(wooh, wooh)

I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy...crazy

Crazy no more.

Its your birthday!

2007-03-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHFAY TOOOO MEEEEEEE!

6th of march.
I had one of the most wonderful birthday celebration ever!
Last year was awesome
this year- I'll never forget.
Special thanks to these people who formed a part of my life!! <3>
SAF, CHERYLANN, MADDY, ZAC, ALEX, LESLIE, JOEY, BRYAN, MARISSE, GWEN,KENNETH, BONG.
And created a girl with JOY and LAUGHTER.
and thats the most i could ask for. (despite the presents hur)
I love you guys! Thanks for the celebration! Thanks for everything!
AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN AND SAF! =))

7th march
LESLIE: Hello lynn! its your birthday! so you gota celebrate it like Its your birthday!!!!
ENDLESS SMSES! STILL COMING IN.
THANK YOU 6B2T FOR THE WONDERFUL BROWNIE CAKE!
THANK YOU ALL FOR SURPRISING THE SHIT OUT OF ME! hahaha i love every single one of you! That was the kind of surprise I've been wanting all my life.
Yall are my Happy Pills! :D
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

Thank you everyone who msged me! hahahaa love love!

Thanks MAUREEN, CHERYLANN for the gifts! <<<33333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pictures coming up soon! stay tune!

so kiss me hard cause this will be the last time that i'll let you.

2007-03-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

Don't make me do things i don wanna do.
I'll make sure i see what i have to
now that i saw everything
its time to think
whats the best way to solve this?
you think i can do as i am told
I don't.
there are many ways to solve this shit
think- whats the best for them.
The world doesnt owe u anything.
respect. thats all you need.

its been a year now.
since you were here now.

this moment.

2007-03-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

At this moment
all i need is ur understanding.
but turn out
all my bad.
im sorry.
i had done nothing to make you proud
nothing
nothing to make myself proud.
sorry heart i've let you down again.
What i bitch i am what i bitch i was and a bitch i will be.

i belong to me.

2007-02-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

I belong to me

It's not that I don't wanna shine my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
& I want you and me to be part of you

It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one of half of two
& is he gonna love me
You should know this baby
That I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in baby
That who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I don't want to be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give all my love
But I'm not giving up myself

Look
Don't need changing who you are
To be who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

At my teenage age.
Like a Candle,
You lighted up my life
By giving me that one breath,
The breath of happiness and Joy
The breath of sorrows.
The breath for life
I'm still half way through my roller coaster ride
The one ride I'm experiencing every night
The child in me got over the boring slow slides,
Now found in late night clubs,
Pubs in between those lovely twilights
The last places I want to be spotted at.

By, my Father.
The one person who lighted the candle of mine.
Now smoked and burnt
I will stare
At the solid Red wax during
My sleepless nights.
I know you hate me dearly
you hate me now.
you hate me out and
you hate me so.
You hate to worry
and you hate to scold
I never learn
But now I know.
You hate me because you loved me so.
And the poem’s my sorry.

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear

boxed.

2007-02-22T15:10:00.000+08:00

I'm going crazy. I got back to sch and forget everything!
that feeling sucks..
CNY was great.
i found white hairS!

HIT ME!

The Love Hate relationship.

2007-02-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

I MISS BAYBI! Come back quick! We're Gonna Rock the Monday YO!
Shopping with gwen was Great! satisfied! But burnt.
Dad is being a bitch again.
My Life, the late nights and friends.
The respond. The tone.
You used unto me, i return them back to you.
Blame on everything except yourself.
Say you love me, i say not.
Say you care, i say you are just there,
there-to get me.
Say I'm too much- think about what you've said to me.
Thinking nothing really matters.
Everything is alright- You think.
Not knowing how much pain you've put unto me.
To My heart. Changed the way i feel about you.
Changed the image i have had for you all my life.
I'm sorry-for being a burden.
Biasness get in the way.
Is this it? I don't see why should i care.
Cause It's all about you.
Sometimes i wonder what do i mean to you.. and the answer is- Trash.

moderate comments.

2007-02-17T01:39:00.001+08:00

I just got back from marisse's. mann. I doubt i can go out after reunion dinner tmr. that sucks like hell.

school's been hardcore. I'm tired.

Slept from 6-10.

got into trouble cause i went out at 11.

BOO. My Bad, but i don care. Is my life.

I can't wait for the stay over on monday! YAY!

Put me down if you must. cause i know i did nothing wrong.

Calling out your name, see faces everywhere.

2007-02-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

Mirror Mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?

It was a saturday last night.
Once again, i came home and found 4 guys in my room!
Marvyn, Ian, Abraham and Ricoco.
Conversation for hours-Baybi.
Mann i'm tired, only slept for 4 hours.
I've got Lit test tmr. brrrrr.
All these sch work are driving me nuts.
HELP!

1) Mann, Leslie.. i feel sorry for you.
2) Helllooooo Sexxy bitch! ahhahahahaha (Love the photography baybi!)
3) Sorry guys, I've to admit this was what we were doing in the ladies while yall are waiting patiently outside. (whooops!)
4) Don't mess around with her. She's mean. PRETTY mean.

I wanna wake up where you are.
But i won't say anything at all,
So why don't you slide.

HXC

2007-02-11T02:34:00.000+08:00

HIT ME!

2007-02-10T11:43:00.000+08:00

The experience seeing my fellow dear friends take their 'O' Level results was quiet pressurizing.

Now that i know 'O' Level examinations ain't that easy, I have to start washing my brain and stop messin' around.(Mann i'm still in my 'playmode'). Everyone around me are starting to worry. They say," Now you know how scary it is? Wanna start studying?"

"study hard or you will regret, don't follow my foot steps"

"Just do it consistantly, don't get burn out."

"suffer this few months, get it over and done with."

Mann, theses makes me shiver boy.

My mind kept saying different things,"Can i do as well?", "mann i don't think i can make it.", "if they can do it, why can't i?"

fuck. I'm screwed.

How can you put yourself not to care?

Use my Shoulder.

2007-02-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

Everytime i see the pillow on my bed,
i think about you.
Everytime i see the cup on my hand i think about you.
everytime i hear people say,"it's never gonna change"
i think about you.
I look back,
i think about you.
Roses.. come to me.
Heart of Gold.

At night i pray

2007-02-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

Hey Ronald, Can you be my valentine?I pray i pray for all those taking their O level results. I pray that SJC will get brilliant grades and produce working people with great quality in the near future. I pray that i will be one of them this year!
hahah
I'm so tired!
Physics is driving me nuts man.
Headache... =(

I Pray for these people for their speedy recovery! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Hello friends! no worries I still love yall! =))

Boo guess who?!

Beautiful is my picture.

2007-02-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 830am- Overslept.

Skipped school again. Damn i lost 3 bio lessons and 3 Emath lessons. I've got alot of catching up to do now.

I feel like making a trip to town, before meeting cheryl.T for her swim lesson, but Baybi is still sleeping. Maybe i should go back to sleep too.

My mom forced me to go to the wet market with my grandma today- Its quite an experience being accused as shoplifter and the things there are relatively cheap you know. NTUC sells stuff that are expensive and low quantity, but its different at the wet market.

I've made my keys! Now i don't have to worry about being locked out of the house in the middle of the night anymore. :)

Sorry i was so harsh last night

I didn't mean my tone.

We had our history.

Now is your turn.

You'll go far in this world, if you know how to touch a girl.

2007-02-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you'll see
You will miss me
~~And I was meant for you~~
Is all these real or is it just a play?

Helllllooo Fellow readers.
fuck man. i wonder who reads this blog.
Ngee Ann Biathlon was great! (Does that answer your question My dear Lydia? ahah) It was rather tiring- But we had fun!! I'll be taking part in the NUS biathlon this march with Gabe Teo, Liz with Ian and Baybi with marv. ahhahas. This is getting exciting.
We are Running out of things to do during Saturday night outs. Lets try Homeclub. Mann..I love MY friendssss. RIGHT BAYBI?! hur. :X LOVE THEM!!
I miss Pam. I miss you Pam. Hey Pam i miss you.
Cheryl came for salt today! hahaa it was urber FUN pls. Can't wait for the next SALT session man. actually i can't wait for alot of events.
like....
salt?
biathlon?
chinese new year?
march holidays
next swim lesson with cheryl.t
salt retreat
my birthday
stay over at cheryl's
stay over at celest's
CNY party at my place??? maybe.
and more night outs!

I care no more about what u have to say about my friends. its my life Dad. You are just my skin.

You thought you know, but you have no idea.

2007-01-31T21:27:00.001+08:00

Social studies sucks.
My mind was full of stuff to blog about, but theres nothing in my pea brain now.
I'm on mc..
so what?
THERES FREAKIN' BIATHLON THIS SATURDAY AT NGEE ANN POLY! woo.

You think you know but you don't know a thing
You think you understand, but its all pretend.
apparently you don love me, cause you've hurt me.
Tears from me, stabs from you
Have i not had enough? enough of your fucking comments about my life.
I thought you knew better.
I was wrong about you.
say whatever now. I'm not trusting you ever again.
Never again.
You've just insulted me fool.
In my face i must say.
You felt guilty
Try doing something. its not gonna work.
Get out of my sight this instant.
You left me no choice
but to hate you this time.
I don understand you anymore dad.
Bruises Fade Father,
But the pain remains the same.

Goodbye tomorrow.

2007-01-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

IM HOME!
just came back from pam's. I'm suppose to be doing my homework and studying now. SHITZA. I cant wait for tonight. :D My peeps are going sheeshaing again.. once again.. once again.
JoeyPeng was being a freak digging his blocked ears the whole night (even this morning). I tied leslie's hair! check this out. (done by yours truly!)
LOVE IT!
Bong was an irritant. hahahah trying really hard to snatch the bed from me. pfffft. I miss gwen and baybi! i was super high last night, i felt quite sick too... plus the cat pierced through my flesh when i carried it. damnnnnnnnnn painful, i cried. hur xD.
Bryan snores damn loudly when he sleeps.

Hate the cough.

PAM! CAN YOU LIKE NOT GO.

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be
EACH TIME I SEE YOU I FEEL THE PAIN.
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love
THE PAIN, FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO MEET YOU AGAIN.
I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say
I HATE TO SEE YOU GO, THOUGH I DON'T SHOW.
Before I fall in love..
I LOVE YOU PAMMY BABY.

Anything at all to break the silence.

2007-01-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souveneirs.
I heard about the cool breeze in the cool nights, 
And the cool guys, 
That you spent them with. 
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you. 
I said to you that i love you.
Don't you see, don't you see, 
That the charade is over? 
And all the best deceptions,
And the clever cover story awards,
Go to you. 
So kiss me hard cause this'll be the last time that I let you. 
No matter what happens, I'll be here for you.
You will be back someday, 
And this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips, 
Will be of service to keeping you away. 
I didn't mention- more than life.
I heard about your regrets. 
I heard that you were feeling sorry. 
I heard from someone that you wished you could, 
Set things right between us. 
I guess I should have heard of that from you.
I guess I should have heard of that from you. 
Its not so easy to let you go, but i need you to know,
Don't you see, don't you see,
That the charade is over? 
And all the best deceptions, 
And the clever cover story awards, 
Go to you. 
So kiss me hard cause this'll be the last time that I let you. 
I did it. but i still love you. Hey bummer,
You will be back someday, 
And this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips, 
Will be of service to keeping you away. 
To keeping you away. 
I will always be here for you. Its Just a phone call away.
I'm waiting for blood,
To flow to my fingers.
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone. 
I'd rather say nothing. 
I'd rather you never heard my voice. 
You're calling too late, 
Too late to be gracious. 
And you do not warrant long good-byes. 
You're calling too late. 
You're calling too late.
You're calling too late.
I've let you go.
Its not easy at all.
Don't say everything is working when everything is broken.

2007-01-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

Picture not so perfect. Bryan cant be seen man! its okay bryan, i will replace it with another photo!

Today was fun. ok not very, but quite. BUT I FUCKING DROPPED MY PHONE. *heartcrashed*
Leslie, baybi and bryan met me outside school today (everyone was staring at leslie, probably wondering whether his a girl or a boy) ahhahaas. anyhow, we head to compass and town. laughed quite abit. i miss all the old days.. if only im not schooling.. oh wells. thats my life.
Have a good day folks.
Lynn misses those times.

It's been a year now since you were here now And 
I've been trying to heal inside Dedications have all
been placed And I see your resemblance in my
face And on our birthday I said an extra wish for 
you (for you) 

And I have learned so much since you've been gone 
And I have done so little for so long So now I'll
settle up my grievances And focus on the savory
And wave all these discrepancies away And I'll
peter out these misconceptions Give out faith at
my discretion Live a life that you would think was
sane (sane)

Displaying changes That they have made And I 
wonder if you ever really wanted it this way And in
your memory they even hung a plaque for you
(for you)

And I have learned so much since you've been gone
And I have done so little for so long. So now I'll 
settle up these grievances And focus on the 
savory And wave all these discrepancies away. And
I'll peter out these misconceptions, Give out faith
at my discretion Live a life that you would think 
was sane (sane)

2007-01-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

im high.. im high .. damn high.. slpy.. yawn. byebye.
got to wake up at 6+ 7am tmr.
Hello every one
Lynn adele chng speaking.
HAHAHAHHAHAHS.
fuck la. bye

Barenaked.

2007-01-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Never been in love
Cause a girl like me
Never had someone to care for 
Never thought there could be
Someone special for me
But now I'm all in love 
Cause a girl like me waited patiently 
For someone 
Someone to care for me
And there will never be 

No more lonely
No more just me 
I've been there before
Ain't going no more
And now that you're here
I never wanna say, goodbye love
Never want to be without you 
No more crying 
No denying 
I'm in love with you 
And now that you're here I
I never want to say goodbye love

Now it's time for me 
To find out what a first time love could mean 
A little scared, but it's cool
Cause it's worth it
Now I finally fell in love
And I know that it
Gots to be for real (for real) 
It's the way that I feel
So come share my world with me
So there will never be

Now I'm standing here
Arms open wide 
Ready to give my heart
I'm sure this time
Love's gonna last for life 
Baby, I know things change 
And that life needs some rain 
But the clouds are gonna clear
And the sun is gonna shine again 
Shine light on our love, baby 
So let's make this last forever

BoooYall World.

2007-01-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

School's damn retarded now..
Today is kinda the first day we start lessons proper, and like I've recieved quite a number of work to do already.
Training was tiring too. (maybe cause the last time i train was.... damn long ago)
I miss all my friends. I'm sure they miss me too! hahaha =DDD

Hey Rockstar, I'm secretly in love with you. if you would let me in and chase me like you mean it.

The secret star.
All Rise.

2007-01-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not, i took that picture. (2 Years ago)
ar.. Books makes me puke.

oooo BUgger!

2007-01-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

SHITZA!
Lessons starts tmr.
The rest are still out and i'm home already. How sad is that mann..
Boo O-levels Boo Boo!

Things i will remember about today.
-Salt Session
-Exchanging socks with amerie.
-Lydia's Sexy 17th! +DDDDDDDD
-The super de duper Horror movie. (the spirit of the victim)
-Leslie. He made me cry
-Saf. I was holding onto him the whole movie
-Bong. He Fucking screamed the whole theatre.
-Zacccc. Hii! Wo shi APPLE.
-Marisse. She makes me laugh all the time.
-$1 Hot Dog.
-Liz. SHE fucking poked my eye.
-Udong Noodles.
-milk.

I want my Special Party this year.

Love isn't all that disturbing.

2007-01-05T19:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the truth hurts, But you will only hear the truth from the people that love you.

If you judge a person, you don't have the time to love them.

When love hurts, there is no hurt, only more love.

sometimes you show your love by hatred.

You don't have to be with someone that you love to be happy, True love is seeing your loved ones happy.

Just be there, Its more than enough to show you care.

If you really love somebody, nothing around you matters at all. Not the comments, not the looks, not the way they move.

Listen, you might miss out on some words.
Open your eyes, you might not see the light.

Good, we're at the right path.

2007-01-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hello 2007!

2006 was the most hardcore/retarded/happening/miserable/exciting year ever in my whole entire life.

Oh goodness, I'm turning 17 in 3 months time, how great is that. I'm so excited. I'm Old..... :X

Since I'm not allowed to leave the house today, i shall make use of this time to thank all my friends one by one... if possible.

Eunice
Thanks for all the laughter and fights. You have been a great Godsister/Nagger/Bestfriend and i'll never forget all the times we had together, that includes all the fights. (brr... you can really piss me off)
Your trustworthy.
well, Happy new year and I love you so very much!Really!

Goon crew (that makes 11 of us)
Thanks for being there for me in 2006! =)
Love yall.

6B2T(that makes 8 of us)
Hello girls. yay reunite tmr!
MY source of laughter.

Liz.
Your ruining my life.
but at the process of ruining my life, you brought much laughter into it.
(that includes intentions of digging my organs out and feed the pigs)
Your such a bummer!
LOVE!

Ian
hey bro
YOUR THE MOST ANNOYING THING ON EARTH.
but thats the only thing that makes ian.
INTENSE! you know what i mean..
LOVE!

Marvyn
Sorry for breaking your heart like two years ago?
i was young i didnt know what i was doing, i guess i did the wrong thing.
(maybe thats why im getting all this shit now. krama)
well anyway your a really great guy, im sure you will find much better girls when you hit ur JC life. HOT GIRLS.... YEAH! hahahhaa Now we're talking.
More heart to heart talks soon! +DD
thanks for all the advice!
LOVE!

caleb, rico, brendan,audrey, tiff, phyllis, berwin, gwen sheena gen henry jo gabe teogabe frans, nigel, dada, dodo, kat, clar,alll all alll allll
love you guys so much.. =) i miss yall already

Marc
Your the one i wanna thank the most.
your like a fatherly figure to me. its a good thing.
thank you for the times you've spent with me crying and all.
i will never forget somethings that you've said
I love you.

Bong.
Hey dear one.
time really flies.
your Os are done. MY Turn now. brrrrrrrr.. chabai. LOL.
You brought alot of laughter into my life. Its good to have a close guy friend sometimes.. but your still damn annoying. I know i am too! muhahah!
anyhow, i still love you!
without you.. theres no me today.

Joey
Hey boy,
Thanks for the year and all. hahaha
Your a really great friend to have! Without your retardedness i think our outings will be damn boring. Thank YOU for that.
I'm Glad you spoke up and thought things through.
I totally understood whatever you've said.
Lets just push the retardedly miserable days aside and remember all the fun and laughter we had.
Remember No matter what happens, I will always be here for you and I love you as you.
(remember Joey rocks!)
(oh ya hope u like ur bday present. tho i think You will like jojo's stuff more.)
ahaha
LOVE!!

Irwin martin and all the IHM ppl.
Hello there!! hahahahhahaha mann mann mannn..
i have no idea where to start.
Thanks for stepping into my life.
God BLESS.
Love you guys.

Holly & chloe
would yall stop fighting!
hahhaa two beautiful ladies shouldn't scream at one another in public.
hur yall so funny.

Leslie
Hello girlfriend! hahaha nono wrong.
hahahaha topman guy.
Your cash like never ending sia.
anyway. You make me laugh! Love muchhhhh!
lets hardcore more after my Os!

Zac.
Hey ya big guy! h
ahaha Thanks for the Blanket. +)
I can feel the brotherly love there.
CLUBBING ROCKS.
and ZAC ROCKS TOO.

Safith
Hey chocolate honeystar! (seriously where did that come from?)
I lub chew veh veh much!
i love your hugs too! =DD
Hang out soon k!

Cherylann Kool Kucumber.
Hey SISTER.
5 days in a row was no joke.
but i love those days. retardedly funny and super hangloose. =)
well i think we can't have so much of that anymore until my Os are done.
after that we can hardcore again!! i hope.
come my hse anytime k! its only a few metres away! =))
Love love!

Priss!
Where have you been girl!! i miss you!! we should hang out soon!
Love!

Bryan GOLDFISH!
hahahahahahahah spastic child!!
your a nice person to talk to! h
ahaa we will club soon!
ok not so soon..
hahaha LOVEEE!

avery, paolo, kc, gabe, spencer, spencer and all
thanks for everything!+)

sorry if your name is not mentioned, their in my heart.

longest post ever.

Just a gentle whisper
tell me that you care
leaving only memories
where did we go wrong?

In My dreams, i see your face- your haunting me.

2006-12-31T01:08:00.000+08:00

New year resolutions.
-To be more gentle (not changing that much)
-Treat Liz better. (well, i cant help it. She's so punchable)
-My temper? (Runs in the family.)
-Concentrate for Os. (I can't screw this up. nono.)
-Not to loose contact with my friends now. (after school starts, no more time for hardcores.)
-Club less? (damn difficult, maybe i'll club at home?)
-Hello friends. I Miss Yall already.
-Not screw up my LL.
-Sorry heart, I know i've been hard on you. I'm sorry for the things i've put you through.
-Be Neater. ( My room is in great mess.)
-Finish all my homework straight after i get home. ( No more Copying!ya right)
-Not drop my Handphone.
-Saturday nights are for family. (Bad Habit!)
-Save more money. (I only have 30 bucks in my ATM now)
-Time management! (stress shit. )
-stand up for myself! (Not doing that enough)
-Be me. (I think is the most important part of life. Be Yourself and not someone else.)

If I could only hold you now,
make the pain just go away.

Back to work soon enough. tragic.

2006-12-29T14:53:00.000+08:00

Heart
I know I've been hard on you
I'm sorry for the things I put you through
Before you start to break on me
Or ask for sympathy
I need to make you see

Oh heart
I'm not sure it's been long enough
To say that what I feel is really love
There is just one way to learn
Sometimes we'll get hurt
And right now it's our turn.

Heart
All the hurt will soon be gone
If you'll, if you'll just keep on beating strong

Please don't you break on me
I need to make you see
It wasn't meant to be
'Cause you, will always be my friend
So keep on hanging in
And we'll find love again.

I'm going to miss all this fun and laughter with these wonderful people here when school starts.
My O-levels... I'm not going to throw it aside.

Baybi ar Baybi.

I know i may be young
But i've got feelings too,
and i need to do, what i feel like doing.
so let me go, and just listen.

All you people look at me like O'm a little girl
Well did you ever think it'd be okay for me to step into this world.
Always saying,"little girl don't step into the club"
Well I'm just tryin' to find out why cause dancing's what i love

Momo was short. But is all good. Joy.
Its Sad that Cheryl and I had to leave early cause we've got two different missions to complete the very next morning at 8am.
work and school.
woke up at 7 today, arrive school at 8am. head to CHIJMES. I'm damn tired i swear.

Do i Care?
I figured.
Yes.
You do Care?
I wonder.
Have you even thought of it.

Merry Christmas Folks!

2006-12-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

DODO! where's your eyes dear?! Open Your Eyes la Nig!

I'VE HAD SO SO MUCH OF FUN THIS CHRISTMAS!!!
went for midnight mass
to berwin's place... laugh laugh laugh
to Zach's place... they played majong, i fell aslp.
to Godpa's place for lunch! =D
to cherylann's hse for dinner! =D
to Zach's place again to drink and play games!
hardcore sia.. damn tiring. BUT i had fun.. so much, i wish it won't end! =)

yay i got new adidas shoes.

Last Christmas i Gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.

HOHOHO MERRY X'MAS!!

2006-12-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

"Alert! theres a ghost behind us cheryl!!!"

Ice skating was so fun!!! But my feet hurts.
Laughed alot. screamed alot. fell alot.
Basically I had fun! =)))))
i look weird there... but i don care la.

I didnt even get to club, because i was so stupid. I didn't bring my IC.
Besides, the crowd was a turn off.
well, ANYHOW~
MERRY X'MAS MY FRIENDS! I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLL!

JOY.
keep those memories.

BOO YA IM HERE!

2006-12-23T01:43:00.000+08:00

Surpriseee to you! hahaha!
Bong had the worse shock of his life today.
He wasn't expecting me at Home Club at all. HAHAHA GOTCHA!

I'm glad i went. the gig was satisfying man... loveeeeeed the last performance it was INDISCRIBABLE. Really.
Hello Trella. Friends! so proud of you guys. hehh! +)SSSOoooo exciting! We're finally Going Ice skating tmr! (i mean later) wooooo! can't wait!
*omggg. X'MAS is coming.* *JUMP FOR JOY!*
*OMGGGGG SCHOOL'S REOPENING=OS COMING!* *CRY CRY!*
love the weather.
ok im off to bed. bye guys! Love love.<3

Nothing seems to be the way that it used to,
everything seem shallow.
God give me truth.

crisis.

2006-12-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

Life is a Fucking bitch.

Live with it, its your life babe.

I bother, cause i love yall. but your poking right through my ass, pain fuck.

Fuck you.

trust yourself and not anyone else.

My Kind of Christmas.

Welcome back to reality.

2006-12-18T12:04:00.000+08:00

mission.
Batam was an unforgettable experience for most of us.
The orphanage are the people i look up to, despite the sufferings they have daliy worrying about whether they have food to eat at all. They put they lifes into the hands of God knowing he will make a way for them to live to the hilt.

the children in the picture are the parishioners from church they are not the orphans.
At the orphanage, there is no Fan, they all bathe in the river without soap, they only have a few pairs of clothings. Its something we have to reflect about.
treasure what you have. cause they have nothing.

Your my beautiful disaster.

Bye bye world again

2006-12-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

I will follow Jesus.

Happy Birthday Sean!

Yesterday was fun! haha lil painful tho but it was all good! =))
I'm off to Batam Tomorrow at 630 in the morning.
Boy.. thats early!
will be back on sunday night!
see ya world!

PS: Lynn Loves Holly! :DDD

I wish i hadn't love you at all.

Thank you Jesus For all that You've done.

2006-12-12T18:21:00.000+08:00

Audio Rojak was a success.
First i will like to thank God For everything that he has done, for watching over those who organised this whole gig, for guiding those that played, helping those collecting the tickets +money etc.

Well done guys. so proud of you.
<3!

no more dreams no more.

heyyy.

2006-12-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

Mann.
Audio Rojak is tomorrow!
once again, Sexxyrockstars are playin' you cant miss this.
come down and have some fun!
+)

I'm lil miss stupid missing you.
i won't
i don't
not anymore
i've tried reminding myself.

fuck

2006-12-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCKING BIATCH!
BIAS SHIT!

im off to cherylann's
bye and fuck off.

sick sick sick

2006-12-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

shit mann im sick
i hate being sick
i hope priss comes over later with ice cream
cant wait for ice cream
cant wait for audio rojak
cant wait for party.
cant wait till i get well
but i guess i'll just wait.

I'll live outside my emotions.

Forgive me, I'm always missing you before the Goodbye.

2006-12-07T12:25:00.000+08:00

Heyya. Gosh. I swear i hate mos.
anyway i hope i can make it to cherylann's party thing. damnn i have meeting at church the next day..
I can't wait to see all my sexxys play at audio Rojak! (right sexxy? hehhh)

My neck hurts.

Is hard to say that i was wrong
Is hard to say i miss you
Since you been gone is not the same.

I'm bringin' Sexxy back.

2006-12-04T10:31:00.000+08:00

i just woke up not too long ago.
still not in the mood to type the long long entry about thailand tho.
I LOVE SEXXY!
im going swim chalet soon. will be back on wed after Flow with all my sexxyyssss!
I'm quite positive they will make my day a memorable one.

::anymore audio Rojak takers?

Never look back we say,
How was i to know i miss you so.

Hey ya !

2006-12-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hey Hunks and Babes!
Im back from thailand! it was great! so great, i didn't wanna come back.
anyway, i'll blog about the trip some other time.

I will like to announce the up coming gig on the 11th Dec 2006!
More details on the poster!
You can't miss this.

This is Gonna be ohhh sooo sexxy! sexxy people playing sexxy music. My sexxay agreed its sexxy so it can't be sexier than anything else! come Join the fun!
TICKETS AT ONLY $10/$12!

I'm such a fool
would you tell me i was wrong.

Airport!

2006-11-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.. im at the airport now.. checked in already.. debbie and me found the computers at some place haha.. so we decided to blog!
hows things?
Take care all my friends! i'm Gonna miss all of you! take effing good care of yourselves aiight!<3!>Happy Birthday to Joey again!
have fun guys!
<3>
hahahha Debbie Rocks! (she asked for it! ahhahahah)

chasing our dream, but theres no reaction.
theres too much to ask for, when theres no attaction anymore.

PS! GURMIT SINGH IS LIKE OPPOSITE US! WOOOOO HAHAHAH LIKE LESS DEN ONE METRE AWAY! omg. shocking.. he just came like tt without any warning haha.. like i care? ahaha right take care my friends!

Chasing our dream, but theres no reaction

2006-11-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

Well, this is it. I'm flying off to Thailand tomorrow
Damn i have to wake up early to have my last breakfast with my parents before i reach the airport at 11am. i wanna slp la dey.
Well hahaha its okay! don miss me!! haahahah=))
Will be back on wednesday night! =D
So long, Goodbye world!
Happy Birthday Joey! (in advance, since i won't be on time.)

rest assured,
i'll always be there for You
cause i love you as a person, no matter what happens.

2006-11-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there
for
her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her
boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see
everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you
marry
me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too,
and
refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her
saying,

"Just take care of my eyes, dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there
even
in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone
who
can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who
has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's
crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too
early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who
desires
children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or
sweep -
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who
walks
the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one
maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your
face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Can you feel your heart beat racing 
Can you taste the fear in her sweat? 
You've done this wrong, it's too far gone 
These sheets tell of regret 
I admit that I'm just a fool for you 
I'm just a fool for you

2006-11-22T16:38:00.000+08:00

THIS DAY.
TUESDAY MORNING.
Lynn Adele Chng was being tortured by Liz Alexus ChngYesterday's Gig at Club momo was Fab! woo! Clubbing was FAB!

Clubbing was super fun!!
All of us (Me, Cherylann, Priss, Kenneth, Joey, Bong,Cheryltan, Adrian, Leslie, Zach,Bryan Harrison,Leon, Saf, Avery,Ronald, Gabriel, spencer*is tt all?*) watched caracal and the other bands at club momo. most of us went Clubbing after tt, we danced our ass off mann! seriously! lets have more of these clubbing thing ahahhahaha! i really had fun! so much fun! so so so fun fun! fun fun fun! get the point?!
FUN FUN FUN FUN! okay i think you get the point by now.
The Goons looked beautiful last night for prom! =D

thinking about the times that we've been through
im looking at a picture in my hand
trying my best to understand
i really wanna know what we did wrong
with the love that felt so strong

You know it Yourself.

2006-11-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

Let me make this clear.
i maybe the closest person that know you the best so far amoung
but that doesn't mean you have to right to test my patience, (you know what i mean.)
i have been tolerating your fucking nonsense (and you know it yourself!) and honestly i haven been so pissed at you since damn long ago.
even if i do get piss, i tried not to shout at you which im quite sure thats what i've done for the past year at least.
taking advantage of me is not what you gonna do.
this time you have successfully stepped on my last nerve dear.
Thats it, im not gonna allow this to happen anymore.
i can play with you
i can joke with you
i can listen to you
but that doesn't been i'm your toy that you can play with as and when u like.
Stay home and think about it
you may hate me for doing this. (or hate me for everysingle thing)
i don't care. cause i'm doing this out of love.
you can complain to all your fellow friends about the bad things i did,(which are mostly made up)
Put the blame on me like you did nothing wrong.
make the whole world hate me for all i care.
i just want you to grow up and think in a more mature way.
you are not a kid anymore.
Grow up and think of others before yourself.

Big sisters are the crab grass in the lawn of life.
You can kid the world. But not your sister.

Run Kids Run!

2006-11-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'm tired.
I miss my camera. ( Hubs! give it back!)
Chalet was fun fun FUN! the whole group of us played catching with the sercurity guard at like 10+ in the night. HAHA!
9pm was the closing of swimming pool at aloha loyang. The whole group of almost more than 10 went to the warm pool at 10+, got chased out several times but refuse to listen. so we ended up going back to the pool when ever we think the place is cleared. Finally, the sercurity guard got feddup and started chasing us (literally) HAHA!
i swear everyone was just keeping their cool until Rico reacted.

*got up the pool*
A few: eh? is he gone? we go back la.
Lynn: okok!!! *getting excited*
Eunice : yes yes pls! hahaha
Rico: okok i go check. * runs like a gay freak towards the pool*
*the rest ran behind him*
SUDDENLY Rico turned around : OI OI OI HE COMING!! HE COMING!!! shu shu shuu!!!!! arhhhhh!!!!! *screams and ran like he got sth stuck in between his legs.*
*everyone started screaming, laughing and ran aimlessly.*

Went home soaking wet. drip drip.. drip..
Can't wait for Tomorrow's stay over! wooyarhhh!

Today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday.

The Journey Of Faith.

2006-11-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Confirmation Cheryl sexxy Tan! =DD <3333333!!!!!
Happy Birthday Brandon!! =DDD

after salt and batam meeting, went over to brandon's party and to Sexxy's confirmation! she look so beautiful! Linn Too!
I caught up with Hew Lyn Li! We both had Pizza Hut! LLOVEs it! Lynnnnnnsssss Rocks.

Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent.

I thank you.

2006-11-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

Special request! : Yan's favourite song! haha i love it too.

I watched step up the second time yesterday with Hubs and Yan. Goodness hahas. We had fun!
Went to Bong's place at 5+? yeah.. went back to town.. played pool and laughed alot (i think tt only applies to me).
i went home aft tt cause i've got difficulties breathing, but its all good now. =D

Salt BBQ was fun! love you guys!
To :you know who.-Theres limits to tolerants. Think before you talk.

Mann Welcome back Miss Blog!
Note: BloggerBeta is shitass! Do not attempt to use it! or face the consequences.

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

booyah

2006-11-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!