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A part of me says I'm livin' a lie
(and I'm better off without you)
A part of me says to think it through
A part of me says I'm over you
A part of me wants to say goodbye
A part of me is asking why
Why.
Write the name of the person you love on a circle instead of a heart.Gonna get a little unruly
Hello World.Don't turn her upside down.
I might not be able to take it.
-You've got a problem
but don't come asking me for help.
Cause It's well known that
I'm the last person you would listen to.
Never look back we say.. how was i to know i miss you so..
do you remember what happened yesterday? a year ago?
You'll go far in the world
if you know how to touch a girl.
But I must admit I've tried to change
A better person. A better girl.
I am aware that I've ruined part of your life.
Bitch is what i am now
rather-thats what u call me now
stop reminding me about it
i don't think i needed it
cause it hurts inside
after all, It is you I've trust.
Your my past.
Your right infront of me.
With-My blood related who's holding you tight like i should.
I fail to grant your comfort.
my apologies.
But please. please cut me some slack.
Just stop and think of how i would feel
If you were in my shoes
and i hug him like you should.
but it can never be the same again.
All i ask for now is for you to understand the girl in my mirror.
Fuck off If you intend to put me down.
If your wondering. Its piercing inside.
Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
(No, it just ain't true)
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
(wooh, wooh)
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy...crazy
Crazy no more.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHFAY TOOOO MEEEEEEE!
6th of march.
I had one of the most wonderful birthday celebration ever!
Last year was awesome
this year- I'll never forget.
Special thanks to these people who formed a part of my life!! <3>
SAF, CHERYLANN, MADDY, ZAC, ALEX, LESLIE, JOEY, BRYAN, MARISSE, GWEN,KENNETH, BONG.
And created a girl with JOY and LAUGHTER.
and thats the most i could ask for. (despite the presents hur)
I love you guys! Thanks for the celebration! Thanks for everything!
AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN AND SAF! =))
7th march
LESLIE: Hello lynn! its your birthday! so you gota celebrate it like Its your birthday!!!!
ENDLESS SMSES! STILL COMING IN.
THANK YOU 6B2T FOR THE WONDERFUL BROWNIE CAKE!
THANK YOU ALL FOR SURPRISING THE SHIT OUT OF ME! hahaha i love every single one of you! That was the kind of surprise I've been wanting all my life.
Yall are my Happy Pills! :D
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
Thank you everyone who msged me! hahahaa love love!
Thanks MAUREEN, CHERYLANN for the gifts! <<<33333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pictures coming up soon! stay tune!
Don't make me do things i don wanna do.
I'll make sure i see what i have to
now that i saw everything
its time to think
whats the best way to solve this?
you think i can do as i am told
I don't.
there are many ways to solve this shit
think- whats the best for them.
The world doesnt owe u anything.
respect. thats all you need.
its been a year now.
since you were here now.
At this moment
all i need is ur understanding.
but turn out
all my bad.
im sorry.
i had done nothing to make you proud
nothing
nothing to make myself proud.
sorry heart i've let you down again.
What i bitch i am what i bitch i was and a bitch i will be.
I belong to me
It's not that I don't wanna shine my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
& I want you and me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one of half of two
& is he gonna love me
You should know this baby
That I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in baby
That who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I don't want to be here with you
I do
I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give all my love
But I'm not giving up myself
Look
Don't need changing who you are
To be who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
At my teenage age.
Like a Candle,
You lighted up my life
By giving me that one breath,
The breath of happiness and Joy
The breath of sorrows.
The breath for life
I'm still half way through my roller coaster ride
The one ride I'm experiencing every night
The child in me got over the boring slow slides,
Now found in late night clubs,
Pubs in between those lovely twilights
The last places I want to be spotted at.
By, my Father.
The one person who lighted the candle of mine.
Now smoked and burnt
I will stare
At the solid Red wax during
My sleepless nights.
I know you hate me dearly
you hate me now.
you hate me out and
you hate me so.
You hate to worry
and you hate to scold
I never learn
But now I know.
You hate me because you loved me so.
And the poem’s my sorry.
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
I'm going crazy. I got back to sch and forget everything!
that feeling sucks..
CNY was great.
i found white hairS!
HIT ME!
I MISS BAYBI! Come back quick! We're Gonna Rock the Monday YO!Shopping with gwen was Great! satisfied! But burnt.
Dad is being a bitch again.
My Life, the late nights and friends.
The respond. The tone.
You used unto me, i return them back to you.
Blame on everything except yourself.
Say you love me, i say not.
Say you care, i say you are just there,
there-to get me.
Say I'm too much- think about what you've said to me.
Thinking nothing really matters.
Everything is alright- You think.
Not knowing how much pain you've put unto me.
To My heart. Changed the way i feel about you.
Changed the image i have had for you all my life.
I'm sorry-for being a burden.
Biasness get in the way.
Is this it? I don't see why should i care.
Cause It's all about you.
Sometimes i wonder what do i mean to you.. and the answer is- Trash.
Mirror Mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?It was a saturday last night.
Once again, i came home and found 4 guys in my room!
Marvyn, Ian, Abraham and Ricoco.
Conversation for hours-Baybi.
Mann i'm tired, only slept for 4 hours.
I've got Lit test tmr. brrrrr.
All these sch work are driving me nuts.
HELP!
1) Mann, Leslie.. i feel sorry for you.
2) Helllooooo Sexxy bitch! ahhahahahaha (Love the photography baybi!)
3) Sorry guys, I've to admit this was what we were doing in the ladies while yall are waiting patiently outside. (whooops!)
4) Don't mess around with her. She's mean. PRETTY mean.
I wanna wake up where you are.
But i won't say anything at all,
So why don't you slide.
