A part of me says I'm livin' a lie (and I'm better off without you) A part of me says to think it through A part of me says I'm over you A part of me wants to say goodbye A part of me is asking why
Why.
destroy the silence {5:56 PM}
Im here even when your laughter turns to cryin'
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Write the name of the person you love on a circle instead of a heart.
Because a heart breaks , but a circle goes round forever. :)
I never thought i would ever let your words pierce through me like a knief through my heart. My friend my friend. You don't always get what you desire- The attention you expected and the so called Love you've been looking for since your heart dropped.
What is your definition of Love ?
What is your definition of Trust/Friendship?
Have you look into the mirror lately?
Nobody is perfect.
Rowdy Gonna get a little unruly
An extract from "The Great Mind."
destroy the silence {3:06 PM}
WTF!
Monday, March 19, 2007
It's sad your gone :(
I LOST MY DRAWING! F!
flash backs.
destroy the silence {3:59 PM}
ohoohhh oh
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Hello World. Don't turn her upside down. I might not be able to take it. -You've got a problem but don't come asking me for help. Cause It's well known that I'm the last person you would listen to.
destroy the silence {3:02 PM}
Yesterday was the day i loved you. a year ago.
Friday, March 16, 2007
Never look back we say.. how was i to know i miss you so.. do you remember what happened yesterday? a year ago? You'll go far in the world if you know how to touch a girl.
destroy the silence {1:38 PM}
Thank you but no thanks
Monday, March 12, 2007
Well maybe I'm the one to blame. But I must admit I've tried to change A better person. A better girl. I am aware that I've ruined part of your life. Bitch is what i am now rather-thats what u call me now stop reminding me about it i don't think i needed it cause it hurts inside after all, It is you I've trust. Your my past. Your right infront of me. With-My blood related who's holding you tight like i should. I fail to grant your comfort. my apologies. But please. please cut me some slack. Just stop and think of how i would feel If you were in my shoes and i hug him like you should. but it can never be the same again. All i ask for now is for you to understand the girl in my mirror.
Fuck off If you intend to put me down. If your wondering. Its piercing inside.
destroy the silence {12:52 AM}
Guess you'll be glad to know
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Hello boy it's been a while Guess you'll be glad to know That I've learned how to laugh and smile Getting over you was slow They say old lovers can be good friends But I never thought I'd really see you I'd really see you again
I go crazy When I look in your eyes I still go crazy No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside Way deep down inside I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind Tells you all of her dreams I know how much that means to you I realize that I was blind Just when I thought I was over you I see your face and it just ain't true (No, it just ain't true)
I go crazy When I look in your eyes I still go crazy That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside Way deep down inside I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy (wooh, wooh)
I go crazy You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside Way deep down inside I go crazy You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy...crazy
Crazy no more.
destroy the silence {10:51 PM}
Its your birthday!
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHFAY TOOOO MEEEEEEE!
6th of march. I had one of the most wonderful birthday celebration ever! Last year was awesome this year- I'll never forget. Special thanks to these people who formed a part of my life!! <3> SAF, CHERYLANN, MADDY, ZAC, ALEX, LESLIE, JOEY, BRYAN, MARISSE, GWEN,KENNETH, BONG. And created a girl with JOY and LAUGHTER. and thats the most i could ask for. (despite the presents hur) I love you guys! Thanks for the celebration! Thanks for everything! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN AND SAF! =))
7th march LESLIE: Hello lynn! its your birthday! so you gota celebrate it like Its your birthday!!!! ENDLESS SMSES! STILL COMING IN. THANK YOU 6B2T FOR THE WONDERFUL BROWNIE CAKE! THANK YOU ALL FOR SURPRISING THE SHIT OUT OF ME! hahaha i love every single one of you! That was the kind of surprise I've been wanting all my life. Yall are my Happy Pills! :D THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
Thank you everyone who msged me! hahahaa love love!
Thanks MAUREEN, CHERYLANN for the gifts! <<<33333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pictures coming up soon! stay tune!
destroy the silence {8:15 PM}
so kiss me hard cause this will be the last time that i'll let you.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Don't make me do things i don wanna do. I'll make sure i see what i have to now that i saw everything its time to think whats the best way to solve this? you think i can do as i am told I don't. there are many ways to solve this shit think- whats the best for them. The world doesnt owe u anything. respect. thats all you need.
its been a year now. since you were here now.
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this moment.
Friday, March 02, 2007
At this moment all i need is ur understanding. but turn out all my bad. im sorry. i had done nothing to make you proud nothing nothing to make myself proud. sorry heart i've let you down again. What i bitch i am what i bitch i was and a bitch i will be.
destroy the silence {10:30 PM}
i belong to me.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
I belong to me
It's not that I don't wanna shine my life with you baby It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby & I want you and me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me I complete myself Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection I belong to me I'm one of half of two & is he gonna love me You should know this baby That I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in baby That who I am is not about who I am with baby That don't mean I don't want to be here with you I do
I don't need somebody to complete me I want you to know I'll give all my love But I'm not giving up myself
Look Don't need changing who you are To be who somebody wants you to be Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection
At my teenage age. Like a Candle, You lighted up my life By giving me that one breath, The breath of happiness and Joy The breath of sorrows. The breath for life I'm still half way through my roller coaster ride The one ride I'm experiencing every night The child in me got over the boring slow slides, Now found in late night clubs, Pubs in between those lovely twilights The last places I want to be spotted at.
By, my Father. The one person who lighted the candle of mine. Now smoked and burnt I will stare At the solid Red wax during My sleepless nights. I know you hate me dearly you hate me now. you hate me out and you hate me so. You hate to worry and you hate to scold I never learn But now I know. You hate me because you loved me so. And the poem’s my sorry.
I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear
destroy the silence {5:34 PM}
boxed.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
I'm going crazy. I got back to sch and forget everything! that feeling sucks.. CNY was great. i found white hairS!
HIT ME!
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The Love Hate relationship.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I MISS BAYBI! Come back quick! We're Gonna Rock the Monday YO! Shopping with gwen was Great! satisfied! But burnt. Dad is being a bitch again. My Life, the late nights and friends. The respond. The tone. You used unto me, i return them back to you. Blame on everything except yourself. Say you love me, i say not. Say you care, i say you are just there, there-to get me. Say I'm too much- think about what you've said to me. Thinking nothing really matters. Everything is alright- You think. Not knowing how much pain you've put unto me. To My heart. Changed the way i feel about you. Changed the image i have had for you all my life. I'm sorry-for being a burden. Biasness get in the way. Is this it? I don't see why should i care. Cause It's all about you. Sometimes i wonder what do i mean to you.. and the answer is- Trash.
destroy the silence {5:38 PM}
moderate comments.
I just got back from marisse's. mann. I doubt i can go out after reunion dinner tmr. that sucks like hell.
school's been hardcore. I'm tired.
Slept from 6-10.
got into trouble cause i went out at 11.
BOO. My Bad, but i don care. Is my life.
I can't wait for the stay over on monday! YAY!
Put me down if you must. cause i know i did nothing wrong.
destroy the silence {1:39 AM}
Calling out your name, see faces everywhere.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Mirror Mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?
It was a saturday last night. Once again, i came home and found 4 guys in my room! Marvyn, Ian, Abraham and Ricoco. Conversation for hours-Baybi. Mann i'm tired, only slept for 4 hours. I've got Lit test tmr. brrrrr. All these sch work are driving me nuts. HELP!
1) Mann, Leslie.. i feel sorry for you. 2) Helllooooo Sexxy bitch! ahhahahahaha (Love the photography baybi!) 3) Sorry guys, I've to admit this was what we were doing in the ladies while yall are waiting patiently outside. (whooops!) 4) Don't mess around with her. She's mean. PRETTY mean.
I wanna wake up where you are. But i won't say anything at all, So why don't you slide.
destroy the silence {3:05 PM}
HXC
destroy the silence {2:34 AM}
the one & only ;
LYNN ADELE CHNG
Jesus's Baby Bethel Play Centre CHIJoln
chijsjc.
16yrsold.
7th March 1990.
Serangoon.Youth.District Christ the King Nativity
st.Annes church.
SALT.YAC
SJCSwimmer
SJCcouncilior
SJCswimteamCaptain
butterflies gives me joy.
my friends are my happiness
my family is my hope GOD IS LOVE! <3
IloveRoses.
spread the love ;
The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.
Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.
You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip.
Write the name of the person you love on a circle instead of a heart.
Hello World.
I MISS BAYBI! Come back quick! We're Gonna Rock the Monday YO!
Mirror Mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?
