It's not that I don't wanna shine my life with you baby It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby & I want you and me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me I complete myself Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection I belong to me I'm one of half of two & is he gonna love me You should know this baby That I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in baby That who I am is not about who I am with baby That don't mean I don't want to be here with you I do
I don't need somebody to complete me I want you to know I'll give all my love But I'm not giving up myself
Look Don't need changing who you are To be who somebody wants you to be Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me I don't belong to you My heart is my possession I'll be my own reflection
At my teenage age. Like a Candle, You lighted up my life By giving me that one breath, The breath of happiness and Joy The breath of sorrows. The breath for life I'm still half way through my roller coaster ride The one ride I'm experiencing every night The child in me got over the boring slow slides, Now found in late night clubs, Pubs in between those lovely twilights The last places I want to be spotted at.
By, my Father. The one person who lighted the candle of mine. Now smoked and burnt I will stare At the solid Red wax during My sleepless nights. I know you hate me dearly you hate me now. you hate me out and you hate me so. You hate to worry and you hate to scold I never learn But now I know. You hate me because you loved me so. And the poem’s my sorry.
I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear
destroy the silence {5:34 PM}
boxed.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
I'm going crazy. I got back to sch and forget everything! that feeling sucks.. CNY was great. i found white hairS!
HIT ME!
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The Love Hate relationship.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I MISS BAYBI! Come back quick! We're Gonna Rock the Monday YO! Shopping with gwen was Great! satisfied! But burnt. Dad is being a bitch again. My Life, the late nights and friends. The respond. The tone. You used unto me, i return them back to you. Blame on everything except yourself. Say you love me, i say not. Say you care, i say you are just there, there-to get me. Say I'm too much- think about what you've said to me. Thinking nothing really matters. Everything is alright- You think. Not knowing how much pain you've put unto me. To My heart. Changed the way i feel about you. Changed the image i have had for you all my life. I'm sorry-for being a burden. Biasness get in the way. Is this it? I don't see why should i care. Cause It's all about you. Sometimes i wonder what do i mean to you.. and the answer is- Trash.
destroy the silence {5:38 PM}
moderate comments.
I just got back from marisse's. mann. I doubt i can go out after reunion dinner tmr. that sucks like hell.
school's been hardcore. I'm tired.
Slept from 6-10.
got into trouble cause i went out at 11.
BOO. My Bad, but i don care. Is my life.
I can't wait for the stay over on monday! YAY!
Put me down if you must. cause i know i did nothing wrong.
destroy the silence {1:39 AM}
Calling out your name, see faces everywhere.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Mirror Mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?
It was a saturday last night. Once again, i came home and found 4 guys in my room! Marvyn, Ian, Abraham and Ricoco. Conversation for hours-Baybi. Mann i'm tired, only slept for 4 hours. I've got Lit test tmr. brrrrr. All these sch work are driving me nuts. HELP!
1) Mann, Leslie.. i feel sorry for you. 2) Helllooooo Sexxy bitch! ahhahahahaha (Love the photography baybi!) 3) Sorry guys, I've to admit this was what we were doing in the ladies while yall are waiting patiently outside. (whooops!) 4) Don't mess around with her. She's mean. PRETTY mean.
I wanna wake up where you are. But i won't say anything at all, So why don't you slide.
destroy the silence {3:05 PM}
HXC
destroy the silence {2:34 AM}
HIT ME!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
The experience seeing my fellow dear friends take their 'O' Level results was quiet pressurizing.
Now that i know 'O' Level examinations ain't that easy, I have to start washing my brain and stop messin' around.(Mann i'm still in my 'playmode'). Everyone around me are starting to worry. They say," Now you know how scary it is? Wanna start studying?"
"study hard or you will regret, don't follow my foot steps"
"Just do it consistantly, don't get burn out."
"suffer this few months, get it over and done with."
Mann, theses makes me shiver boy.
My mind kept saying different things,"Can i do as well?", "mann i don't think i can make it.", "if they can do it, why can't i?"
fuck. I'm screwed.
How can you put yourself not to care?
destroy the silence {11:43 AM}
Use my Shoulder.
Friday, February 09, 2007
Everytime i see the pillow on my bed, i think about you. Everytime i see the cup on my hand i think about you. everytime i hear people say,"it's never gonna change" i think about you. I look back, i think about you. Roses.. come to me. Heart of Gold.
destroy the silence {8:20 PM}
At night i pray
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Hey Ronald, Can you be my valentine?I pray i pray for all those taking their O level results. I pray that SJC will get brilliant grades and produce working people with great quality in the near future. I pray that i will be one of them this year! hahah I'm so tired! Physics is driving me nuts man. Headache... =(
I Pray for these people for their speedy recovery! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Hello friends! no worries I still love yall! =))
Boo guess who?!
destroy the silence {8:39 PM}
Beautiful is my picture.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Woke up at 830am- Overslept.
Skipped school again. Damn i lost 3 bio lessons and 3 Emath lessons. I've got alot of catching up to do now.
I feel like making a trip to town, before meeting cheryl.T for her swim lesson, but Baybi is still sleeping. Maybe i should go back to sleep too.
My mom forced me to go to the wet market with my grandma today- Its quite an experience being accused as shoplifter and the things there are relatively cheap you know. NTUC sells stuff that are expensive and low quantity, but its different at the wet market.
I've made my keys! Now i don't have to worry about being locked out of the house in the middle of the night anymore. :)
Sorry i was so harsh last night
I didn't mean my tone.
We had our history.
Now is your turn.
destroy the silence {10:51 AM}
You'll go far in this world, if you know how to touch a girl.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Dreams last for so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you'll see You will miss me And I was meant for you Is all these real or is it just a play?
Helllllooo Fellow readers. fuck man. i wonder who reads this blog. Ngee Ann Biathlon was great! (Does that answer your question My dear Lydia? ahah) It was rather tiring- But we had fun!! I'll be taking part in the NUS biathlon this march with Gabe Teo, Liz with Ian and Baybi with marv. ahhahas. This is getting exciting. We are Running out of things to do during Saturday night outs. Lets try Homeclub. Mann..I love MY friendssss. RIGHT BAYBI?! hur. :X LOVE THEM!! I miss Pam. I miss you Pam. Hey Pam i miss you. Cheryl came for salt today! hahaa it was urber FUN pls. Can't wait for the next SALT session man. actually i can't wait for alot of events. like.... salt? biathlon? chinese new year? march holidays next swim lesson with cheryl.t salt retreat my birthday stay over at cheryl's stay over at celest's CNY party at my place??? maybe. and more night outs! I care no more about what u have to say about my friends. its my life Dad. You are just my skin.
destroy the silence {8:43 PM}
the one & only ;
LYNN ADELE CHNG
Jesus's Baby Bethel Play Centre CHIJoln
chijsjc.
16yrsold.
7th March 1990.
Serangoon.Youth.District Christ the King Nativity
st.Annes church.
SALT.YAC
SJCSwimmer
SJCcouncilior
SJCswimteamCaptain
butterflies gives me joy.
my friends are my happiness
my family is my hope GOD IS LOVE! <3
IloveRoses.
spread the love ;
The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.
Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.
You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip.
I MISS BAYBI! Come back quick! We're Gonna Rock the Monday YO!
Mirror Mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?
Everytime i see the pillow on my bed,
I pray i pray for all those taking their O level results. I pray that SJC will get brilliant grades and produce working people with great quality in the near future. I pray that i will be one of them this year!
We are Running out of things to do during Saturday night outs. Lets try Homeclub. Mann..I love MY friendssss. RIGHT BAYBI?! hur. :X LOVE THEM!!
I miss Pam. I miss you Pam. Hey Pam i miss you.
