In My dreams, i see your face- your haunting me.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
New year resolutions.
-To be more gentle (not changing that much)
-Treat Liz better. (well, i cant help it. She's so punchable)
-My temper? (Runs in the family.)
-Concentrate for Os. (I can't screw this up. nono.)
-Not to loose contact with my friends now. (after school starts, no more time for hardcores.)
-Club less? (damn difficult, maybe i'll club at home?)
-Hello friends. I Miss Yall already.
-Not screw up my LL.
-Sorry heart, I know i've been hard on you. I'm sorry for the things i've put you through.
-Be Neater. ( My room is in great mess.)
-Finish all my homework straight after i get home. ( No more Copying!ya right)
-Not drop my Handphone.
-Saturday nights are for family. (Bad Habit!)
-Save more money. (I only have 30 bucks in my ATM now)
-Time management! (stress shit. )
-stand up for myself! (Not doing that enough)
-Be me. (I think is the most important part of life. Be Yourself and not someone else.)
If I could only hold you now,
make the pain just go away.
destroy the silence {1:08 AM}
Back to work soon enough. tragic.
Friday, December 29, 2006
Heart
I know I've been hard on you
I'm sorry for the things I put you through
Before you start to break on me
Or ask for sympathy
I need to make you see
I know I've been hard on you
I'm sorry for the things I put you through
Before you start to break on me
Or ask for sympathy
I need to make you see
Oh heart
I'm not sure it's been long enough
To say that what I feel is really love
There is just one way to learn
Sometimes we'll get hurt
And right now it's our turn.
Heart
All the hurt will soon be gone
If you'll, if you'll just keep on beating strong
Please don't you break on me
I need to make you see
It wasn't meant to be
'Cause you, will always be my friend
So keep on hanging in
And we'll find love again.
I'm going to miss all this fun and laughter with these wonderful people here when school starts.
My O-levels... I'm not going to throw it aside.
Baybi ar Baybi.
I know i may be young
But i've got feelings too,
and i need to do, what i feel like doing.
so let me go, and just listen.
All you people look at me like O'm a little girl
Well did you ever think it'd be okay for me to step into this world.
Always saying,"little girl don't step into the club"
Well I'm just tryin' to find out why cause dancing's what i love
Momo was short. But is all good. Joy.
Its Sad that Cheryl and I had to leave early cause we've got two different missions to complete the very next morning at 8am.
work and school.
woke up at 7 today, arrive school at 8am. head to CHIJMES. I'm damn tired i swear.
Do i Care?
I figured.
Yes.
You do Care?
I wonder.
Have you even thought of it.
destroy the silence {2:53 PM}
Merry Christmas Folks!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
DODO! where's your eyes dear?! Open Your Eyes la Nig!
I'VE HAD SO SO MUCH OF FUN THIS CHRISTMAS!!!
went for midnight mass
to berwin's place... laugh laugh laugh
to Zach's place... they played majong, i fell aslp.
to Godpa's place for lunch! =D
to cherylann's hse for dinner! =D
to Zach's place again to drink and play games!
hardcore sia.. damn tiring. BUT i had fun.. so much, i wish it won't end! =)
yay i got new adidas shoes.
Last Christmas i Gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
destroy the silence {1:36 AM}
HOHOHO MERRY X'MAS!!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
"Alert! theres a ghost behind us cheryl!!!"
Ice skating was so fun!!! But my feet hurts.
Laughed alot. screamed alot. fell alot.
Basically I had fun! =)))))
i look weird there... but i don care la.
I didnt even get to club, because i was so stupid. I didn't bring my IC.
Besides, the crowd was a turn off.
well, ANYHOW~
MERRY X'MAS MY FRIENDS! I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLL!
JOY.
keep those memories.
destroy the silence {5:52 PM}
BOO YA IM HERE!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Surpriseee to you! hahaha!
Bong had the worse shock of his life today.
He wasn't expecting me at Home Club at all. HAHAHA GOTCHA!
I'm glad i went. the gig was satisfying man... loveeeeeed the last performance it was INDISCRIBABLE. Really.
Hello Trella. Friends! so proud of you guys. hehh! +)SSSOoooo exciting! We're finally Going Ice skating tmr! (i mean later) wooooo! can't wait!
*omggg. X'MAS is coming.* *JUMP FOR JOY!*
*OMGGGGG SCHOOL'S REOPENING=OS COMING!* *CRY CRY!*
love the weather.
ok im off to bed. bye guys! Love love.<3
Nothing seems to be the way that it used to,
everything seem shallow.
God give me truth.
destroy the silence {1:43 AM}
crisis.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Life is a Fucking bitch.
Live with it, its your life babe.
I bother, cause i love yall. but your poking right through my ass, pain fuck.
Fuck you.
trust yourself and not anyone else.
My Kind of Christmas.
destroy the silence {1:38 AM}
Welcome back to reality.
Monday, December 18, 2006
mission.
Batam was an unforgettable experience for most of us.
The orphanage are the people i look up to, despite the sufferings they have daliy worrying about whether they have food to eat at all. They put they lifes into the hands of God knowing he will make a way for them to live to the hilt.
the children in the picture are the parishioners from church they are not the orphans.
At the orphanage, there is no Fan, they all bathe in the river without soap, they only have a few pairs of clothings. Its something we have to reflect about.
treasure what you have. cause they have nothing.
Your my beautiful disaster.
destroy the silence {12:04 PM}
Bye bye world again
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
I will follow Jesus.
Happy Birthday Sean!
Yesterday was fun! haha lil painful tho but it was all good! =))
I'm off to Batam Tomorrow at 630 in the morning.
Boy.. thats early!
will be back on sunday night!
see ya world!
PS: Lynn Loves Holly! :DDD
I wish i hadn't love you at all.
destroy the silence {9:03 PM}
Thank you Jesus For all that You've done.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Audio Rojak was a success.
First i will like to thank God For everything that he has done, for watching over those who organised this whole gig, for guiding those that played, helping those collecting the tickets +money etc.
Well done guys. so proud of you.
<3!
no more dreams no more.
destroy the silence {6:21 PM}
heyyy.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Mann.
Audio Rojak is tomorrow!
once again, Sexxyrockstars are playin' you cant miss this.
come down and have some fun!
+)
I'm lil miss stupid missing you.
i won't
i don't
not anymore
i've tried reminding myself.
destroy the silence {8:17 PM}
fuck
Saturday, December 09, 2006
FUCK FUCK FUCKING BIATCH!
BIAS SHIT!
im off to cherylann's
bye and fuck off.
destroy the silence {5:32 PM}
sick sick sick
Thursday, December 07, 2006
shit mann im sick
i hate being sick
i hope priss comes over later with ice cream
cant wait for ice cream
cant wait for audio rojak
cant wait for party.
cant wait till i get well
but i guess i'll just wait.
I'll live outside my emotions.
destroy the silence {5:07 PM}
Forgive me, I'm always missing you before the Goodbye.
Heyya. Gosh. I swear i hate mos.
anyway i hope i can make it to cherylann's party thing. damnn i have meeting at church the next day..
I can't wait to see all my sexxys play at audio Rojak! (right sexxy? hehhh)
My neck hurts.
Is hard to say that i was wrong
Is hard to say i miss you
Since you been gone is not the same.
destroy the silence {12:25 PM}
I'm bringin' Sexxy back.
Monday, December 04, 2006
i just woke up not too long ago.
still not in the mood to type the long long entry about thailand tho.
I LOVE SEXXY!
im going swim chalet soon. will be back on wed after Flow with all my sexxyyssss!
I'm quite positive they will make my day a memorable one.
::anymore audio Rojak takers?
Never look back we say,
How was i to know i miss you so.
destroy the silence {10:31 AM}
Hey ya !
Friday, December 01, 2006
Hey Hunks and Babes!
Im back from thailand! it was great! so great, i didn't wanna come back.
anyway, i'll blog about the trip some other time.
I will like to announce the up coming gig on the 11th Dec 2006!
More details on the poster!
You can't miss this.
This is Gonna be ohhh sooo sexxy! sexxy people playing sexxy music. My sexxay agreed its sexxy so it can't be sexier than anything else! come Join the fun!TICKETS AT ONLY $10/$12!
I'm such a fool
would you tell me i was wrong.
destroy the silence {12:06 AM}